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Siti Nurshila
SHILALA
Swinging Single.
Love?
Not any time soon, i'll wait for the right time & right one. (:
This is where i pen down all my thoughts, and almost everything about my life.
I'm not perfect.
i have my flaws too.
But i try to be the best for myself and others.
Yes! Yes!
I live my life to the very fullest.
But i do not neglect the man above and the people around me.
Oh Oh Yea !!
And I don't care if you hate me or bitch bout me, cause your just making me famous, baybeh.
Thanks for visiting my blog. Good day readers~. (:
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Note To Self

Pray to god, shila. Study now, have fun later. Bear with it, time will fly very fast. Do it for your mom,shila.

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♥ Sunday, March 22, 2009
12:45 PM

& finally , a day free to update my dead blog. Ha Ha . ^-^
Tell me about it , how long have i not been updating my blog? a month ? weeks? Oh well ~

Life has been quite a roller coaster ride for me. Well, its more to downs than ups. Why?
Simple, cause I'm the type of girl, who believes people very easily. VERY VERY EASILY .
And i easily bought people's excuses. One word , gullible.
Hence, this leads to a situation , that people will always take advantage of me.
Instead of respecting this trust i have towards them, as a bond. As something to treasure for.
They used my faith against me. They lied, they toiled around with my feelings.
And i don't realized this, till someday god just can't see me getting hurt longer, he gave me a hint.
How silly and stupid can i be?Blind over love? Love that means nothing ? Hurr ~
Congrats to you, that i fell into your trap. I was foolish, not to think that your going to lie to me.
It's only natural, i figure that since i wouldn't lie, why would you?
Which is totally wrong ! Your such a liar, penipu haram . Benci Benci Benci !
But sorry baby, I'm not that kind of girl . You want to play games with me?
We can, just name it, but not for long.
Why? Because, I can tolerate your nonsense, but there is a limit.
My level of tolerance, is low. Once caught red handed, good-bye. You got to go.
If your not leaving, well I'll be more than happy to make the first move.
It hurts, it does. It hurts so much, that i fell sick for 1 week?
( muke kaw mesti ada senyum kan , bacer niy? Suke kan aku sakit? -..- )

C'mon, I'm a girl with a very fragile heart. Once broken, it takes a very long time to mend .
But this is not going to be a barrier for me to be strong and move on.
Walking away and staying away, requires the ability to endure pain and loneliness.
I do admit, every single bone in my body urge me to go back to you, and give in.
But i can't, i can't afford to hurt again, i have to resist the temptation.
Well, lucky me, i got my lovely trusted family to lean on, to help me get through this pain.
And i really, thanked god for having them.



p.s: back to square one. Baby, its not my lost. Scrambler or even Mazda?
i don't give a shit. ((: