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Siti Nurshila
SHILALA
Swinging Single.
Love?
Not any time soon, i'll wait for the right time & right one. (:
This is where i pen down all my thoughts, and almost everything about my life.
I'm not perfect.
i have my flaws too.
But i try to be the best for myself and others.
Yes! Yes!
I live my life to the very fullest.
But i do not neglect the man above and the people around me.
Oh Oh Yea !!
And I don't care if you hate me or bitch bout me, cause your just making me famous, baybeh.
Thanks for visiting my blog. Good day readers~. (:
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Pray to god, shila. Study now, have fun later. Bear with it, time will fly very fast. Do it for your mom,shila.

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♥ Tuesday, January 20, 2009
5:32 PM

Have you ever felt or been through in this situation before?
Situation that is very complicated?
Have you ever been in love from just a simple crush?
A crush that means nothing,but it slowly grew into love?
You never believe in love again at that point of time, but when you met this particular someone,he or she makes you believe love for a second time?
Hence, you thought to yourself, to give it a try and stick to one?
Have you ever trusted someone so much that you never thought that he or she would betrayed your trust by doing something behind your back?
But as days passes by, you sense something was not right. Even how much the guy or girl contact you try to make you convinced, you still have that sense of feeling.
Yet, you was blind over love, the trust you had for them was so strong that you told yourself to get rid of that wild thoughts.
And unfortunately, he or she didn't realised that one day, they can no longer keep you in the dark ?
Hence, you found out that, they contacted other girl or guy behind you all along? Better still, they actually went out together having fun??
Unexpectedly, the girl or guy that your love was contacting was actually your friend? A friend that you respected, care and love even if you was not a close one?
How does it feel to go through so much pain? How does it feel when everything that you guys have been through was actually a false hopes?
Words that mean nothing, just another sweet empty words? Yet, you still treat them so nice with sincere despite all the things that they had done to you?
You accepted him or her, again. But they took that opportunity for granted. Hence, he was acting strangely, telling you that he miss your friend?
Therefore, you being you, You want the best for both of them, for others.
You don't mind sacrifising, even if it hurts soooooooo fucking much ?


Yes Yes, you guys may be wondering who and what shit i'm talking about .
Well, you guys can stop poundering now. This happened to me,recently.
Just when i thought i want to start off my love stroy for 2009 right , i got toiled like an underwear/ ezlink card / barbie doll. -.-
And again, i had sacrifise for other's happiness, for my love.
I'm not typing this down, cause i want to make someone guilty or sorry . I'm not even complaining ! I just want them to acknowledge how i feel, how much i've gone through.
Perhaps, his not the right one for me. Perhaps, i've chose the wrong guy to be serious with.
Or maybe, this is karma? Whatever the reason is, i'll accept the fact and i'll take this as a test from god.
Lets just hope for the best. Go on girl , goooo. I'll pray for you & him , and i'll pray to god to bless you guys. (:


p.s: '' And he won't take something without giving any in return. Same as he won't give, without taking something from you. proverbs''.