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Siti Nurshila
SHILALA
Swinging Single.
Love?
Not any time soon, i'll wait for the right time & right one. (:
This is where i pen down all my thoughts, and almost everything about my life.
I'm not perfect.
i have my flaws too.
But i try to be the best for myself and others.
Yes! Yes!
I live my life to the very fullest.
But i do not neglect the man above and the people around me.
Oh Oh Yea !!
And I don't care if you hate me or bitch bout me, cause your just making me famous, baybeh.
Thanks for visiting my blog. Good day readers~. (:
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Pray to god, shila. Study now, have fun later. Bear with it, time will fly very fast. Do it for your mom,shila.

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♥ Monday, December 1, 2008
10:00 PM

I m feeling confused now . Stuck on everything . Wondering , pounding about certain things .
I want to be love again , but i m afraid . Afraid of the challenges that i have to face .
Missing the old times , the old me . I m sick of hearing all those naggings at home.
I want to make a difference , but i guess i've took the wrong step .
I don't want people to assume me wrongly . I know its not too late for anything, everything.
But , all i want to do now is to enjoy . Enjoy to the very fullest cause live is just too short.
& this is rare , this is not me . I need to find the real shila right now.
But how to if there is no one to confide ?
I have been helping people around me, my loved ones, even some i do not know them real well.
i have been giving them the motivation to look things on the brighter side.
I have been doing this frequently , that i have no time for myself. For my future.

His just different. despite knowing the truth about his past, and present now.
I don't know why, i just want to make him a better person.
There is something that i see in him, but i do not know what it is.
I just want to be there for him, in his complicated life that he thinks life is nothing but boring.
I want to project things differently to him. Is this why i'm still single?
Or, its just the way god plan for my life ? Lets just go with the floooooow~.