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Siti Nurshila
SHILALA
Swinging Single.
Love?
Not any time soon, i'll wait for the right time & right one. (:
This is where i pen down all my thoughts, and almost everything about my life.
I'm not perfect.
i have my flaws too.
But i try to be the best for myself and others.
Yes! Yes!
I live my life to the very fullest.
But i do not neglect the man above and the people around me.
Oh Oh Yea !!
And I don't care if you hate me or bitch bout me, cause your just making me famous, baybeh.
Thanks for visiting my blog. Good day readers~. (:
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Note To Self

Pray to god, shila. Study now, have fun later. Bear with it, time will fly very fast. Do it for your mom,shila.

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♥ Sunday, November 30, 2008
6:54 PM

I'm sick of the way i live right now . It has been nothing , but mundane.
I miss the feeling of being love, the feeling of being acknowledge that, I'm not left alone and there is someone to count on.
( well, what I'm referring to is, i miss being attached on long term run)
I'm tired of dating around, and failing each and every guy i went out with.
It really annoys me. Having guys is like changing undies. This have to stop.
Meanwhile, i'm happy that i broke the record of not contacting a single soul for 2 months. heee.
Mainly because, my handphone is spoilt and is under construction. ^.^


Time flies so fast, that sometimes i have this strong feeling, that I'm left with a few more days.
I've been having an awful nightmares. I can't sleep, no matter how many times i twirl around.
And this insomnia is getting on my nerves right now. I have been sleeping late everyday at 5 or 6 am. I'm scared of my future.
Afraid on what the future brings for me. I don't want to be known as uneducated, or unemployed.
Feelings of losing my loved ones, has been haunting me tremendously every now and then.
What is happening? Is this feeling for real?
I hope not, well i thanked god, that i'm on the process of getting over certain things in life.


p.s: got my eyes on you. despite the truth~