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Sunday, October 12, 2008
1:09 AM
Again, i burp out everything .
all the things that have long kept in my mind and heart.
sometimes i wonder, why i have to lead and go through all these things.
thank god, i still know my roots and i still have that Islamic character.
i believe, god is always fair and that he always have something in store for us.
i felt relieved after sharing my feelings with my cousin, from A to Z.
i did felt ashamed, seriously. crying in front of you,about guys. what a shame!
not because of anything, just that, i feel sooooooooo ''paiseh''.
I'm a doctor love when it comes to people's relationship.
yet, when it hits me, i sux at it. hurrrrrrrr~~ yes people! LAUGH !!
i couldn't control my tears, and so, i shed tears like a baby infront of public.
imagine? chilling at coffee bean, talking about certain stuff.
BOOM! it was raining. ( refering to my tears )
everything was revealed to my cousin just now.
this is not what i want, but i'll just let time take it course.
well, i met people along the way, some come and stay. well for others, they come and go.
for you, you came into my life, for just a season and a reason.
i thanked god, for giving me the opportunity to know you. it was great .
but i guess, now it's over. officially over , and yes like you say no turning back.
maybe, what cousin say was right. there is no point talking and crying over this anymore.
nothing can be done, when it comes to the truth. if being with her, makes you happy.
than there is no regrets for our separation. ( maybe ) i will get better in time, insyallah .
ohh, just our luck eh , hani? haaaaaaaa~ nevermind.
redah dan tawakal ajer laaaa. amin~