why the fuck this must always happen to me? why must i be the victim? i don't get it.
why must i always be in this situation. you broke off with me and go with her?
what do you take me as? what the hell is in your mind?
do you know how much i love you, Mr? do you know that?
it hurts so much,it hurts alot,so much that i vomited,i faint,i had no appetite to eat.
i had always love you, maybe i never show it to you.
but boy, this heart beats for you.
i don't know why, i just can't seem to move on.
how can i move on when those little things that make me love you oh so much, dear??
everything around me, remind me of you.
my classmate, who look exactly like you. my sister's boyfriend ,who resembles you.
your hoodie, i cuddle with whenever i tug in bed.
those guy out there, that have your features.
how on earth can i ever move on?
maybe i can, but it takes time and courage. a lot of courage.
yes, I'm silly. i know I'm still young for all these.
but dear, your just different, your unique.
will i ever find someone like you in the future? i doubt so.
i know , its too late to brood over a spilt milk.
honestly, your the first guy i ever cry for like this.
perhaps, this is karma? maybe, we are just not meant to be.
but if your not the one, why does my heart tell me it is. why?

oh well, congrats for your new replacement.
thanks for the wonderful 2 years I've known you.
thanks for everything,
the kisses,the hugs,thelaughter,the money you spent on me, EVERYTHING.
thanks,dear. I'll pray for you, from far, i will wish you all the best.