She is not even pretty. I'm not criticizing her, because i don't get him. just stating the fact.
boy, you know you deserve better than that . OH well, like what taufik say, love is blind.
i hope I'm not hearing the wrong thing . cause i think this is not blind, this is cork eye!
Tug in bed yesterday at 3 am, after a looong conversation with taufik .
i was shivering , feeling disgrace that, he chose her over me? what do you see in her?
whats more, she used to date my guy friends?

and some of my friends know her? and i know her too?
i broke down real bad, that i was talking to myself, crying, praying to god.
seeking for hints and asking him to lead me to the right path.
and that maybe,

this happened because HE wants me to see and wait, what he has in store for me.
& that all these tears are worth it.

i know i am way much better than her, and that i don't need to envy anything.
everyone is unique in their own way.

perhaps, there are something about her that you see, which i don't.
I'm sorry though for my words, i just think i need to make you realized your weaknesses.
hence. I'm getting over this, picking up all the broken pieces, together as one again.
Peoperl ~ the old shilala, will be back. real soooooooooooooon~ ((=