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Tuesday, October 21, 2008
7:48 PM
it hurts when,
the one you loved and care about doesn't seem to bother about how you feel.
and he or she , is just going with the flow. ~~
it really annoys me, whenever i wanted to be serious. shits occur.
YESYESYES,
i know and understand that those shits are just parts of our life that we have to encounter.
do count yourself lucky, i did not open my heart to any guys the moment i went single.
but when you came into my life, this feeling, feeling that i never felt before came naturally.
i am not rushing things here , in fact I'm taking one step at a time. slowly ~~
but i just don't want it to be a false hope. get me? i don't want history to repeat itself.
things are not like what you have seen just now.
yes, i do still have feelings for him. but, its OVER.
Hence, i got to face reality. And move on. do get the facts right please Mr.
And please, what your doing right now is hurting me.
do you know how much i went through?just to show you, how sincere i am?
i don't foresee myself in a relationship just yet too.
all i need is one guy, to prove to me that not all guys are the same,
and that he will stick through out with integrity and faithfulness.
is that much to ask for??
there is only , ONE who understand and feel what i am going through right now.
ohh, god~ guide me through please.