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Thursday, October 16, 2008
3:40 AM

time checked : its 3:40 AM.
just like any other ordinary secondary 3 students.
i should be sleeping now.
but it seems that i can't get myself to sleep with all these memories lingering on my mind right now .
tskkkkkkkkk~
I'm still stucked right here. oh god, this sux.
please, give me some strength will you.
begging you , oh god.
i really need to stop behaving this way, this is so not me.
I've just realized, how ' kental ' i am . hahaha!
i can't let this over whelmed me. cannot cannot!! must prove that i will be fine without him.
i should be happy right now, since he is happy with his new replacement . ( Ha! )
remember, whatever you have sacrifice is worth while, shila! maybe not now, maybe later. future~ ((:
Oh well, I'm missing second brother right now. hope he is doing fine at Australia.
and will be back home, safely. oh god, guide him through and bless him, please. ((:
And oh almighty god.
bless my lovely cousin, hanifayana with all the strength and wisdom for her o's that she will be having today.
bless me too! for my end of year results. promoted to secondary 4, will be more than enough .
I'll leave everything to you , god. amin**