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Siti Nurshila
SHILALA
Swinging Single.
Love?
Not any time soon, i'll wait for the right time & right one. (:
This is where i pen down all my thoughts, and almost everything about my life.
I'm not perfect.
i have my flaws too.
But i try to be the best for myself and others.
Yes! Yes!
I live my life to the very fullest.
But i do not neglect the man above and the people around me.
Oh Oh Yea !!
And I don't care if you hate me or bitch bout me, cause your just making me famous, baybeh.
Thanks for visiting my blog. Good day readers~. (:
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Pray to god, shila. Study now, have fun later. Bear with it, time will fly very fast. Do it for your mom,shila.

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♥ Thursday, August 7, 2008
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10:42 PM

i hate this. i really do. i don't want to live in a lie.
i don't want to pretend as if everything is perfectly fine.
i can always lie to anyone, but not to myself and especially god.
I'm currently stuck in this trap right now. yes i can be fickle minded at times.
i admit i sux at making decisions. i don't know why, its just me.

promises are meant to be broken i suppose?
i apologized for not fulfilling those promises i made with you.
i just can't be with you, the problems lies in me not you.
so stop thinking and wandering what have you done that i have decided to leave.
its not your fault. stop accusing yourself alright?
just like what yana say, '' there are many fishes in the sea''.
god is fair, you will find someone much more better than me. trust me on this. (:
it kills me to have to say this, forget bout me alright? i'm not turning back.
if theres love then there is,i'm not ready for any relationships yet.
i still can't get my mind over of some certain things yet.
i need time, i need a break. will be missing in action for quite some time.

And i'm feeling very guilty now. i know theres always a first time for everything.
therefore this first time feeling sux big time.
should i stray away ? or go with flow? or follow my heart?
oh my . i need a doctor love please? =/