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Siti Nurshila
SHILALA
Swinging Single.
Love?
Not any time soon, i'll wait for the right time & right one. (:
This is where i pen down all my thoughts, and almost everything about my life.
I'm not perfect.
i have my flaws too.
But i try to be the best for myself and others.
Yes! Yes!
I live my life to the very fullest.
But i do not neglect the man above and the people around me.
Oh Oh Yea !!
And I don't care if you hate me or bitch bout me, cause your just making me famous, baybeh.
Thanks for visiting my blog. Good day readers~. (:
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Pray to god, shila. Study now, have fun later. Bear with it, time will fly very fast. Do it for your mom,shila.

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♥ Tuesday, August 26, 2008
Life
6:12 PM

15 years of living in this world, I've seen and experienced many things in life.
the bitterness and the sweetness of life.
As i grew older, i realised that in life there is always ups and downs.
And i believe all these chronicles is a test from HIM,the one & only that i believe in, ALLAH.
i believe that HE is just testing my patience and my loyalty in being an islam, a daughter, a sister , a cousin and a friend towards my loved ones.
i thanked him , for all the good things , he had blessed me through out my life.
I'm lucky that i don't need to crack my bones for any financial needs .
I'm lucky that i don't have a divorced parents or a messed up family.
I'm lucky that i don't have to live along the streets .
I'm lucky that i am physically and mentally fine , I'm not disabled or spastic.
but not everything is perfect though, every human beings have their own flaws.
no one in this world is perfectly fine.
god is fair, you might not have the beauty but maybe you got the brains .
hence from there , I've learnt to appreciate things.
I've also learnt to live my life to the fullest .
cause you only live life once, and life is short.
it is too short for any regrets
so let go of the past and look ahead ,
cause you never know what HE has in store for your future.
always forgives your loved ones even though they hurt you so much
that no word could best desribe how hurtful it was .
but if god is willing to forgive his men , why not us ?
cherish what you have now, never take these people or things for granted,
cause once they're gone, they are gone for ever.
and if they have gone, just accept the fact and believe in QADAR & QADOR.
never complaint about how sucky your life is, because everything happened for a reason.
remember whatever happened also reflects on you.
why would HE punish his men? if you they obey his teachings??
i would like to take this oppurtunity to apologise to each one of you.
i'm sorry if i say i love you , when i actually don't .
i'm sorry if i have hurt you with my words or actions.
i'm sorry if i have been bitching bout anyone of you.
i'm sorry if i took advantage of you.
sorry if i have been a money digger.
sorry if i get too paranoid at times . sorry if i always think of myself.
i apologise for everything, everything that i've done .
ohh god, please lead me to the right path, blessed me with all your love.amin