sejuk perut ibu, 4 july 2008. i realized that life is too short for any entertainment.
i find its very silly to have a mindset of,
'' oh life is too short. so i better live life to the fullest. must try all. ''?
i think its really unnecessary for us to be wasting time.
yes, many will agree with that phrase. but hey, think as much as you can, what are the benefits?
you won't gain anything from all this. instead your piling up your sins more.
doomsday really scare me off,to think bout how its like and what's going to happen?
the symptons if you want to know if its coming near?
it freak me out. =x
don't be shocked if i changed. i think its time for me to change, not now but soon.
it need lots of effort and motivation for someone to change.
i just want to be different among my siblings.
the one that my parents and family can depend on.
the one that able to prove those people that my family can also be successful in life and after life.
talking bout after life. i remembered the day that i went to expo and experienced ' alam bakhzar' .
this event happened a few weeks ago,during the school holiday.
if you readers keep updated with the news,you should know what I'm talking about. (:
being in there for 10 minutes, is like being in the real cemetery itself.
hearing voices of the prophets that was played as the background.
being in the dark. hearing the dead being punished of her wrong doing? oh my god.
and so i want to use this opportunity to apologies to everyone out there who knows me.
if you are reading this, i'm sorry for everything. (include lying)
don't take my jokes seriously alright? those harsh words, just forget bout it.
i know,i'm full of sarcasm, but for those who know me very well, you should know that i'm just joking. (=
And cousin, if i were to leave before you do, i just want to let you know,that my soul will be with you,okayy?
i'm sorry for everything. those arguments, all the things we went through together, i'll treasure it.
promise me that you will takecare of yourself. don't ever let any guy take advantage of you.
i anyone were to harm you. i will haunt them k sayang?
takcare of my mom and dad, if i leave them first. ily all. =x
sheding tears.