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Siti Nurshila
SHILALA
Swinging Single.
Love?
Not any time soon, i'll wait for the right time & right one. (:
This is where i pen down all my thoughts, and almost everything about my life.
I'm not perfect.
i have my flaws too.
But i try to be the best for myself and others.
Yes! Yes!
I live my life to the very fullest.
But i do not neglect the man above and the people around me.
Oh Oh Yea !!
And I don't care if you hate me or bitch bout me, cause your just making me famous, baybeh.
Thanks for visiting my blog. Good day readers~. (:
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Note To Self

Pray to god, shila. Study now, have fun later. Bear with it, time will fly very fast. Do it for your mom,shila.

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♥ Saturday, July 12, 2008
shed into tears
11:13 AM

My chest feels heavy
My knees are weak
Could this really be happening?
My depression has hit its peak.
My eyes never cease to water
The pain intensifies with each beat
The world spins faster
I am standing, yet I can't seem to see my own two feet.
If there's one thing you ever said
It was you'd never leave
Yet there you go further with each moment
I can feel my body start to heave.
Minutes go by and they seems like years
You're gone, left with unspoken words
Drowning in my own tears
I sit alone pondering in my depression
My friends always said
I deserve much better
If so why does it hurt?
My mind is as light as a feather.
This is the last goodbye.
So long my friend or should i say lover?
You always said to stand my ground
I refuse to let my standards bend.
I need time for my broken heart to mend.
There's nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
Just let me go
I wasn't meant for you. ( i guess )
Left here in my drunken stupor
The memories haunt my soul
Praying I did the right thing
Hoping your not the half to make me whole.
There was a time we thought different
We promised forever
Laughed and held hands
This is too much for my aching heart to endeavor.
Its time to move on
We had a good run
This thing called love is so wrong.
It's not meant for us.
Forever in my heart
I forgive all the things you did
It's time for us to part
And go our separate ways.
Goodbye my love
Keep your chin up high
Just remember when you look back
I will give you the strength to help you fly.
Pain hurts for a moment
Moments pass with time
Time will heal your bleeding wounds
Move on and your wounds will be fine.