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Siti Nurshila
SHILALA
Swinging Single.
Love?
Not any time soon, i'll wait for the right time & right one. (:
This is where i pen down all my thoughts, and almost everything about my life.
I'm not perfect.
i have my flaws too.
But i try to be the best for myself and others.
Yes! Yes!
I live my life to the very fullest.
But i do not neglect the man above and the people around me.
Oh Oh Yea !!
And I don't care if you hate me or bitch bout me, cause your just making me famous, baybeh.
Thanks for visiting my blog. Good day readers~. (:
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Pray to god, shila. Study now, have fun later. Bear with it, time will fly very fast. Do it for your mom,shila.

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♥ Friday, May 23, 2008
dilemma
9:41 PM

speechless


my blog's has practically been dead for quite a long time.
life has rather been a roller coaster ride for me. i don't know what i should do and which way should i lead to?
i don't seem to be able to get my mind off it. i'm just afraid that i will go around hurting people.
people that has been there for me,the one that never feel sicked and tired of entertaining me and the ones that willing to wait for a veryy long period of time. this what happens when people are just to nice towards me, naturally i will intend to take advantage of them even when i know i don't want to but somehow i will .
all i need is time. time will tells. someday, i have no choice but to decide. sorry if i have to leave you.
i'm sux at making desicion, really. i hope i'll make a wise one. and there won't be any regrets.
its very iritating when you feel that you should have done otherwise. pfft~
lovestruck really sux big time. ohh almighty god,help me please. -.-
well, mid year was really dissapointing. it was badly done. i don't wish to talk bout it anymore.
thanks for calling me names and jumping into conclusion. thanks for treating me like an animal.
i don't blame you for treating me this way.
but do you know how much it hurts me when you don't have confidence and trust in your own daughter?
everyone makes mistake. no one is perfect.
we are living in a different genaration now,dad. its not like your time anymore.
teenagers now adays are not afraid of their parents.
the more you beat them, the more rebellious they will get. same goes to me.
you think by confiscating my handphone, grounding me will make my way of life better?
noo, it does not help even a single tiny bit.all this while, i've been faking a smile.
many see me as a cheerful girl, who never fails to put up a smile just to make them feel sastify.
sometimes i wonder, why must i lead this kind of life? why must i suffer?
frankly, i don't mind migrating to indonesia. if thats what you think is the best for me, then i won't argue.
after all, indonesian guys they are hoot. =D okay thats very typical of me.
off for now, update more later.
and sorry peeps for the private blogg. =/