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Siti Nurshila
SHILALA
Swinging Single.
Love?
Not any time soon, i'll wait for the right time & right one. (:
This is where i pen down all my thoughts, and almost everything about my life.
I'm not perfect.
i have my flaws too.
But i try to be the best for myself and others.
Yes! Yes!
I live my life to the very fullest.
But i do not neglect the man above and the people around me.
Oh Oh Yea !!
And I don't care if you hate me or bitch bout me, cause your just making me famous, baybeh.
Thanks for visiting my blog. Good day readers~. (:
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Pray to god, shila. Study now, have fun later. Bear with it, time will fly very fast. Do it for your mom,shila.

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♥ Monday, April 14, 2008
please don't go~
10:04 PM


slowly tears came down running through my cheeks while seating down infront of the comp chatting with you .
you're sicked and i was just plain worried therefore i asked you to show my care & concern towards you to just let you know that i still care for you. And when you told me to takecare of myself & you were sorry i was like telling myself this is not happening, but unfortunatly it happen. please don't go dear. really. im crying BADLY now. =/
you came into my life with a smile printed on your face. i still remember those days, where we first met. and how frustrated i was when you pakat with my bestfriend for hiding your true indentities. you had that kacang thingy in a brown packet saying you went hungry waiting for me. remember special friend? how you sound me on 070907?
how happy we were. we been through thick & thin together. every moment that i had with you, i always cherish it.
how we celerated my birthday??those wishes? those dengs3? bazaar? hur~ our house?? bettyboop?*oowhhheee*
really dear. please don't go.
imagine being in my situation? whats me without you in it? yes i rejected you. but i got every reason why i did it.
i want you to move on. and i know you did. happy for you. and now what? omg~
just take good care of yourself okayy? i will pray for you. (:
you know dear,surprisngly my feeling towards you never change. but i got to move on.
i guess its just not my day,today. first i woked up with a bad dream yesterday night. second,i was not in the mood to go to school but i pretended as if everything was fine.third, i was kicked out from class.fourth,someone that i've been expecting to meet,bubble me.fith, for the whole day this particular someone did not even messaged me. thanks a lot la dear for giving me hope. thanks for acting like you care. thanks for everything la okayy? & now what ? another came confessting to me that he had a crush on me? come on i had enough of this. i know god is just testing my patience. but how long more? i can't take this anymore and so i broke down and cry. goshh~ i really need someone now. anyone? i know crying won't help solve the problem but at least it helps me to let out everything that i have been keeping to myself for some time now.
to you, if your reading this. i just want to say i'm sorry that i kept you waiting for me. i know you were pissed off. you had to come from boon lay all the way to city hall then tampines. really, i will make it up to you.
my badd~ and i don't know why your acting this way . but just let you know. i never regret knowing you. it was nice knowing you. those jokes & laughter, i will always cherish. message me when you want okayy. i'm always here waiting. thanks aye for that fake hopes? takecare.
p.s: missing him right now ~