i've not been blogging for quite a long time. why? because i'm just to busy to bother about blogging again.
& so why i am blogging now ? because i just feel like letting everything out.

YES, i mean EVERYTHING. =/

i guess i have to live my life without them. theres nothing i can do now.

all i could do is to just accept the fact that they are not true friends that i thought they were.

how hurting can it be. imagine being fooled at?

whats more pretending as if everything was all right ? like cb isn't it ? yesss.. it is.
maybe i should stop being kind towards others,

cause it seems that people are taking advantage of me & not being apprieciative.

well, friends won't bring you to anywhere unlike education.

Yes, i've fixed my mind and therefore i have decided that i will not tolerate these kind of things anymore.

have been bumping onto friends recently & they are now in poly.
how i wish i can change place with them just for one day & it will be like HEAVEN . geee ~
and thanks cousin for being there for me when i'm down.

you never fail to brighten up my day. (:

& i'm sick of my love life . when will it stop? one by one they left.

is this some kind of a free entry ? like hello??
nothing goes for free okayy? even going to the toilet needs to pay at least 10 cent.
i'm not trying to asume that i have to be paid but the way they come & go its like what the hell . really~
they are just not worth my time.

i guess love is an illusion? *sigh*

anyways to mr.T, i've read your blog. & surprisingly i didn't know that i mean so much to you.
sorry for being silence for the past few days. i'm just busy with my school assignment. hope you understand.
i'm not giving anyone any hope really. maybe time will tell. thats all for now.


p.s: i miss girlfriends & guyfriends. yes yes including you special friend. (:




OHH , happy 15 birthday to sharifah dhania . (:
may god bless you with good life ahead & may your dreams come true.
stay prettay darling . <3