Barbeque chicken &
Bandong drink !
Fuhh ~
Poweeeeeeeeeeeeer !!
And i have a sudden gesture, to have these food above. Well, you can't blame me.
The last time i had barbeque chicken & pastamania was last year. Tell me bout it. Pathetic kan?
How many months have i not had them ? So, Anyone? Bring me to pastamania please? ^.^
Since its already officially, HALAL. There shouldn't be an problem right?
I feel like going to the beach with my family. Or perhaps go overseas?
It has been awhile since we last had our family outing.
Mom suggested that we should go abroad during the june holidays.
I want to go negeri mak saleh can, ibu? Hehs.
Unfortunately, i won't be look forward to it . Second brother is not going to be able to tag along.
Which means, Its not a family get away anymore. A family outing means so much to me.
Besides the meaning of father and mother i love you, of course.
It means that, Each and everyone of the family must and should be there for any outing.
If only things never happened the way it is right now.
oh god, quicken the time please.
Anyway, see this
Lil guy here.
I will be busy from this week onwards every Tuesday, Thursday and Friday.
Will be teaching him, how to read basic Primary 1 English and Solve maths problem.
Make it simple, I'll be a tutor to my nephew and nieces.
Primary 3, Primay 1 and K1.
Yesterday was my first lesson with them, and I've learnt that in teaching, one needs to have a lot of patience.
Oh, my nephew was being such a cutie.
Him: '' Auntie Siti, can you teach me how to read? ''
ME : '' Read? You mean all along, you don't know how to read? ''
Him : '' Please? And can you teach me time time divide divide? ''
Me: '' Math? Multiplication and Division? ''
Him : '' uhh that one . ''
Scene 2 .
Spelling Test.
Him: '' I want lollipop too can? ''
Me: '' Cannot. You do your spelling first. All full marks then i give you. If not , wait long long. ''
Him: '' ( frustrated, sad face ) Alaaa, okay la . ''
Even after 3 times of testing, still not full marks. He lost hope and was at the verge of giving up.
Hence, he start throwing tantrums.
Me: '' Danial takmu nak perangai eyy. Auntie Siti tak suke. ''
Him : Kept quite, and lay his head on the table with sulky face.
Me: '' Belajar, kepala takmu letak atas table. Macam mane nak pandai?!! ''
Him : Slowly looked up and start to cry, fake one.
Me: '' Jangan nak ngade ngade ey. Jangan pemalas. ''
HA HA HA HA ! i love kids a lot.
I felt bad actually for treating him that way. Cause I've been very nice to him.
Whenever he wants something, I'll give it to him.
Whenever his parents scold him, and no one was on his side.
I was and will be there, to comfort him and entertain him.
But, i must teach him discipline. There is time to play,and time to be serious,especially in studies.
I don't want him to grow up in a wrong direction, and be a sampah masyarakat.
Okay! got to go. its already 6pm.
I have to go to national library, return the books and borrow some reading books for the Lil brats.
And off to sister's in law house. Tc readers! ((:
♥
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
7:27 PM
BOY GIRL THING .
'' Now if your dude ain't acting right. You tell that dude, he got to go .
If that dude be claimin' that he broke. He got to go. '' - missy elliot .
To all the ladies out there.
Stop acting so laid back. Stop giving in. Stop being Miss. Nice already
Give yourself a break.
If you think the relationship is unhealthy. If you think that your guy is not appreciating you.
Fucking leave them. Show them, its not your lost.
Men just wants what they can't have. This is true.
( come on guys, stop denying. betol kan kan kaaaaaaaaan? )
And if you already have doubts on them. And even by confessing, does not work.
Or he does not make any effort to change and try his best to make it happen.
One word, Leave !
I'm not trying to be discouraging bout relationships here.
But i got sick and tired of girls, who complains bout their relationships to me.
Why complain? Why make it a big fuss? If you know you deserve better, then why still hold on?
selenger kan ? -.-
Please, stop blaming yourself too.
It's not you, it's him .
Nobody is perfect, but if you're with someone who is mistreating you.
You are with a person who is so far beneath you that you're pretty near perfect by comparison.
You girls, may ask yourself this at times.
'' i'm so great , so nice.then why doesn't he love me more? why is he acting this way? ''
And Blaaaa Blaaaaaaaaaa Blaaaaaaaaaaa.
But please try to understand that in your case,it's not you, it's him. Believe it or not.
It may have been some of your best qualities that got you into this situation.
Qualities such as, Being loyal, Honest, Trusting and Compassionate.
If your in an unhappy, unsatisfying relationship.
My ultimate advice is. . . ..
NUMBER ONE ! - WALK AWAY !!!
NUMBER TWO ! - BE WILLING TO HURT !!
NUMBER 3 - You must have a very strong foundation in order to do this. Like ME!! HA HA!
Well, as hard and as crazy as this may be to do.
If your just no longer happy, and always stressed up bout your guy.
Sometimes, the only solution is to say good-bye.
Look at it in a positive way, girls. Well, guys also can la. HaHa.
To some of my guy friends, If your girls are acting like one bitch, say good-bye !!
You guys know you can get any better girls you want. So why stick around?
Oh , my sister always mention this to me.
'' Buat pakai orang dulu, sebelum der buat pakai kite. Ha Ha Ha. ''
But, I'm not that sort. I believe in what goes around comes around.
Thats why, i let people hurt me. And i don't complain bout that.
Because i believe in god and i believe in his way of giving his people a lesson.
I let nature take it course. I don't seek revenge or hold grudges.
But that does not mean, whatever you did to me, is forgiven. ((:
So to those people,whom you think you have hurt me before, physically or mentally.
You may think that i have got over and put all of the shits behind me, but the truth is i've not.
HANYA TUHAN SAJA YANG TAHU .. heee
Okay i'm serious, be very very prepared for karma that is awaiting you. ( insert evil smile )
Anyway, like i've mentioned. Look it in a positive way.
There is always a chance that after you've left him.
He may realize that he is a complete idiot for behaving so poorly.
He will quite possibly do everything in his power to get you back.
Then, you can decide if you're willing to take him back .
Hope some how, these helps.
cheer up okay?
there is a soul mate for everyone. ((:
♥
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
11:36 PM
Synergy Night
I had fun fun fun fun ! Especially with the darlings around.
Sorry for being late. It was not my fault okay. I left the house on time, the bus was just too slow.
Apek bus, berak agaknye. Lambat sangat sangat. Maaf sayangs.
And so, met ifah & arinie at Eunos Mrt last cabin, usual place if we're heading town.
The initial plan, was to meet at tampines small mac, 5 pm sharp.
But since, Ifaah baby still at home getting ready, i told her to just meet at Eunos instead.
And as expected, i'm late for 3o minutes. Heeee. ~
But they never complained, instead they laugh. Laugh for the way i walked.
It was very trouble some okay.
The maxi dress was just super long, aku niy da pendek.. ape lagi jalan pon terkedek kedek. Tskk~
Aku sibuk, tak abis abis, eyy amek gamba amek gamba aku !! full full ! haha. (=
Break time . 20 minutes. Took picture. Thanks sean! heeee. (( =
This was at simpang bedok.
We were very hungry, like monsters, we ordered 2 plates of Roti John.
Ifah & Ayu had the Roti John special with mushroom. While i just had the chicken.
I don't like mushroom, disgusting ! eeeeeeeeeew~
Off to simpang bedok.
That's ayu, she the one who spoils me, and treat me very very very the nice. ((:
Head home. Both were late, but step cool relax chill. Answer our mom's call like macam paham.
'' Ohh otw, oh tenga makan, ohh da dalam taxi.'' Banyak lah ohh ohh kaw. Haaa.
Thanks ayu, for the cab fare. Haa. Told ya, your spoiling us.
there are many other pictures, but i'm just plain lazy to upload them here.
goodbye readers, time checked its 2 am. Off to bed.
(:
♥
Monday, March 23, 2009
8:27 PM
Monday blues , back to school !
I hate going to school on Monday. Why? Because there will be 3 periods of math.
Which means 2 hours of seeing Mr .Yeo , a very annoying step handsome teacher. BORING!!
But with the presence of my oh so lovely friends , nothing is going to be boring. ha ha.
I miss them a lot , especially girlfriends. They have been there for me through thick and thin.
I wonder how i will ever cope in school, without their presence.
this goes for you girls. ( ifah , ayu & arinie )
& Oh! I think I'm really blessed with wonderful people in my life?
Mr.Shahril was being such a sweetheart, he sponsor me the ticket for tomorrow synergy night.
Sponsor means FREE !! i don't even need to fork out any some of money .
( save duit aku 30 ketik, heehs . )
chemistry class :
He : '' Shila, are you going? Or your working tomorrow ? '' very concern face.
Me : '' uhh ? go where? synergy ? tak uh, takde cent. '' sad sympathy face.
He: '' Go la . i get the ticket for you. Kay ? '' Sincere face.
Me: '' uh ? really uh? don't want uh. must pay. '' worried face.
He: '' No need pay la , sayang . I sponsor . okay . go kay ''
Me: ( ape lagi , bedal je leeeer . ) '' Okay ! thanks !! heeeee. ''
all the way, muka ada senyum sajaaaa. hoho !
Oh. i'm beginning to love my school more and more right now.
Anyways, these will be this week schedule.
- Tuesday ,24 / 3 - Synergy night ,7pm - 10 pm at Esplanade Theater
- Wednesday , 25/3 - No School. Elearn day. ( meaning, all students will be studying at home through online)
- Thursday, 26/3 - No School . Going for a job interview at Novena Square. This time its retail baybey!
- Friday- Sunday , No plans yet. Heehs.
Now, I'm off to meet Ayu baby at tanah merah . She called, and insist of taking the cab.
Babe, you really got to learn to be budget terminal like me. Cannot always take cab.
Your spoiling yourself, and me your close friend !! =X
p.s: i'm good with or without you.
♥
Sunday, March 22, 2009
12:45 PM
& finally , a day free to update my dead blog. Ha Ha . ^-^
Tell me about it , how long have i not been updating my blog? a month ? weeks? Oh well ~
Life has been quite a roller coaster ride for me. Well, its more to downs than ups. Why?
Simple, cause I'm the type of girl, who believes people very easily. VERY VERY EASILY .
And i easily bought people's excuses. One word , gullible.
Hence, this leads to a situation , that people will always take advantage of me.
Instead of respecting this trust i have towards them, as a bond. As something to treasure for.
They used my faith against me. They lied, they toiled around with my feelings.
And i don't realized this, till someday god just can't see me getting hurt longer, he gave me a hint.
How silly and stupid can i be?Blind over love? Love that means nothing ? Hurr ~
Congrats to you, that i fell into your trap. I was foolish, not to think that your going to lie to me.
It's only natural, i figure that since i wouldn't lie, why would you?
Which is totally wrong ! Your such a liar, penipu haram . Benci Benci Benci !
But sorry baby, I'm not that kind of girl . You want to play games with me?
We can, just name it, but not for long.
Why? Because, I can tolerate your nonsense, but there is a limit.
My level of tolerance, is low. Once caught red handed, good-bye. You got to go.
If your not leaving, well I'll be more than happy to make the first move.
It hurts, it does. It hurts so much, that i fell sick for 1 week?
( muke kaw mesti ada senyum kan , bacer niy? Suke kan aku sakit? -..- )
C'mon, I'm a girl with a very fragile heart. Once broken, it takes a very long time to mend .
But this is not going to be a barrier for me to be strong and move on.
Walking away and staying away, requires the ability to endure pain and loneliness.
I do admit, every single bone in my body urge me to go back to you, and give in.
But i can't, i can't afford to hurt again, i have to resist the temptation.
Well, lucky me, i got my lovely trusted family to lean on, to help me get through this pain.
And i really, thanked god for having them.
p.s: back to square one. Baby, its not my lost. Scrambler or even Mazda?
i don't give a shit. ((:
